<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21835463</id><updated>2011-12-05T13:27:19.025-05:00</updated><category term='Poets'/><category term='Nina on life philosophy'/><category term='Trakl'/><category term='Photo essays'/><category term='About Phantom City'/><category term='Nick in the Subcontinent'/><category term='Nina on writing'/><title type='text'>Phantom City</title><subtitle type='html'>Nomadic Buddhism</subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Nina Alvarez</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09616295695323204506</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ezd107t4LuI/S8GJUKzdDpI/AAAAAAAAE4k/nOEZlxsLQlA/S220/sofiadraws.JPG'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>34</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21835463.post-2871245092379296676</id><published>2011-03-20T23:38:00.005-05:00</published><updated>2011-04-07T22:44:34.943-05:00</updated><title type='text'>The Gods and Scents of the Eastern Mountains</title><summary type='text'>The world of the Eastern Mountains above the Philosopher's path was illuminated by an iridescent glow.  We are protected here in Kyoto, surrounded by mountains, each of which has been sanctified.  The deities of the mountains protect us from the outside world while enchanting the world within.  Immediately over the mountains in Tohoku lies disaster and turmoil.  Further beyond lies the Asian </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/feeds/2871245092379296676/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2011/03/gods-and-scents-of-eastern-mountains.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/2871245092379296676'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/2871245092379296676'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2011/03/gods-and-scents-of-eastern-mountains.html' title='The Gods and Scents of the Eastern Mountains'/><author><name>Nick Witkowski</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368506965304925852</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21835463.post-956592467007332243</id><published>2010-10-03T09:01:00.009-05:00</published><updated>2010-10-03T09:26:01.529-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Trakl'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Poets'/><title type='text'>Melancholy of the Evening</title><summary type='text'>
 Melancholy of the Evening

-- The forest, which widens deceased -- 
And shadows are around it, like hedges. 
The deer comes trembling out of hidden places, 
While a brook glides very quiet 

And follows ferns and ancient stones 
And gleams silverly from tangled foliage. 
Soon one hears it in black gorges - 
Perhaps, also that stars already shine. 

The dark plain seems endless, 
Scattered </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/feeds/956592467007332243/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2010/10/melancholy-of-evening.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/956592467007332243'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/956592467007332243'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2010/10/melancholy-of-evening.html' title='Melancholy of the Evening'/><author><name>Nina Alvarez</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09616295695323204506</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ezd107t4LuI/S8GJUKzdDpI/AAAAAAAAE4k/nOEZlxsLQlA/S220/sofiadraws.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21835463.post-433308882585315928</id><published>2010-10-02T22:51:00.003-05:00</published><updated>2010-10-02T23:14:13.410-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Trakl'/><title type='text'>Sommersneige</title><summary type='text'>&lt;!--[if gte mso 9]&gt;        &lt;![endif]--&gt;&lt;!--[if gte mso 9]&gt;     Normal   0               false   false   false      EN-US   JA   X-NONE                                                                                                 &lt;![endif]--&gt;&lt;!--[if gte mso 9]&gt;</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/feeds/433308882585315928/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2010/10/sommersneige.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/433308882585315928'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/433308882585315928'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2010/10/sommersneige.html' title='Sommersneige'/><author><name>Nick Witkowski</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368506965304925852</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21835463.post-2909206309557045786</id><published>2010-10-01T20:54:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2010-10-02T23:14:13.410-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Trakl'/><title type='text'>Colorful Autumn--Take 2</title><summary type='text'>Colorful Autumn         A fountain sings. Clouds stand        In clear blueness, white, delicate.        Silent people wander thoughtfully        Through the old garden in the evening.       The marble of the ancestors has faded to grey.        A line of birds streaks into the distance.        A faun with dead eyes gazes        After shadows that glide into darkness.       Leaves fall red from </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/feeds/2909206309557045786/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2010/10/colorful-autumn-take-2.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/2909206309557045786'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/2909206309557045786'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2010/10/colorful-autumn-take-2.html' title='Colorful Autumn--Take 2'/><author><name>Nick Witkowski</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368506965304925852</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21835463.post-8492636998859819647</id><published>2010-10-01T20:25:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2010-10-02T23:14:13.411-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Trakl'/><title type='text'>Colorful Autumn</title><summary type='text'>Colorful Autumn--TraklThe fountain sings, the clouds standIn clear blueness, white, delicate;Silent people wander thoughtfullyDown there in the evening-blue garden.The ancestors' marble has turned grey.A line of birds streaks into the distanceA faun with dead eyes gazesOn shadows that glide into darkness.Leaves fall red from the old tree,Rotate inside through the open window.The room glows in </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/feeds/8492636998859819647/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2010/10/colorful-autumn.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/8492636998859819647'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/8492636998859819647'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2010/10/colorful-autumn.html' title='Colorful Autumn'/><author><name>Nick Witkowski</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368506965304925852</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21835463.post-4583174126287691878</id><published>2007-06-30T03:57:00.003-05:00</published><updated>2010-09-02T02:51:39.009-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Nick in the Subcontinent'/><title type='text'>Stok-La--The Peak</title><summary type='text'>When I woke up on the third day of the trek, my headache had dissipated and I was ready to hit the peak. After a hearty breakfast of milk tea, eggs and porridge and some sort of greasy fried bread, I had enough carbohydrates in me to take Everest itself.



The going was difficult at first with the brittle rocky surface constantly giving way under the pressure of our feet. Our ankles were bent at</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/feeds/4583174126287691878/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/06/stok-la-peak.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/4583174126287691878'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/4583174126287691878'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/06/stok-la-peak.html' title='Stok-La--The Peak'/><author><name>Nick Witkowski</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368506965304925852</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21835463.post-141806287204463041</id><published>2007-06-30T02:54:00.002-05:00</published><updated>2010-09-02T02:52:08.092-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Nick in the Subcontinent'/><title type='text'>Ascent to Stok-La Day 2</title><summary type='text'> The second and third days of our trek up to Stok-La began at about 3500 meters, the same altitude as Leh. From the campground we set off to conquer at 40 degree hill that, combined with the thin air, immediately challenged the feeling of confidence (about the nature of the 2nd and 3rd days trek) we had woken up with. Arriving at the time of that hill, Paul looked winded and I was gasping for </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/feeds/141806287204463041/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/06/ascent-to-stok-la-and-alchi.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/141806287204463041'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/141806287204463041'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/06/ascent-to-stok-la-and-alchi.html' title='Ascent to Stok-La Day 2'/><author><name>Nick Witkowski</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368506965304925852</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21835463.post-1393547040525402297</id><published>2007-06-23T09:24:00.002-05:00</published><updated>2010-09-02T02:52:29.555-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Nick in the Subcontinent'/><title type='text'>To Stok-La and Back</title><summary type='text'>"La" means pass (as in moutain pass) in Tibetan. Stok is a village located in a fertile valley that is home to the Ladakhi royal family. The trek we began 4 days ago began about 65 kilometers to the Northeast of Stok, which is several valleys away from Leh, Ladakh. We knew that the trek up to Stok-La was going to be challenging at best and possibly even miserable at times.



The cause--altitude.</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/feeds/1393547040525402297/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/06/to-stok-la-and-back.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/1393547040525402297'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/1393547040525402297'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/06/to-stok-la-and-back.html' title='To Stok-La and Back'/><author><name>Nick Witkowski</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368506965304925852</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21835463.post-1824606769982851659</id><published>2007-06-19T08:38:00.002-05:00</published><updated>2010-09-02T02:52:56.479-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Nick in the Subcontinent'/><title type='text'>Letter from Leh</title><summary type='text'>Our second day in Leh.  Have walked the streets of the 30,000 strong old capital of Ladakh.  A beautiful town, with a large 17th century castle, modeled on the Potala Palace in Lhasa.  We are staying in Old Leh, a district of narrow winding streets that a pinto would have trouble navigating, lined with 6 foot walls made out of a mud brick that matches the color and consistency of the mountains </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/feeds/1824606769982851659/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/06/letter-from-leh_19.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/1824606769982851659'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/1824606769982851659'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/06/letter-from-leh_19.html' title='Letter from Leh'/><author><name>Nick Witkowski</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368506965304925852</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21835463.post-9139081559619114537</id><published>2007-06-18T00:44:00.002-05:00</published><updated>2010-09-02T02:53:18.880-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Nick in the Subcontinent'/><title type='text'>Letter from Leh</title><summary type='text'>We have arrived in Leh, Ladakh. After a grueling 23 hour jeep ride through some of the highest passes in the world, we made our way into Jammu/Kashmir, known as the paradise of India. It is also one of the most troubled hotspots in the world.


Indian military bases abound in Ladakh on account of the tensions that have arisen in the past with China, the Pakistani military and the many Pakistani </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/feeds/9139081559619114537/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/06/letter-from-leh.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/9139081559619114537'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/9139081559619114537'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/06/letter-from-leh.html' title='Letter from Leh'/><author><name>Nick Witkowski</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368506965304925852</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21835463.post-4560542867520228676</id><published>2007-06-16T01:02:00.002-05:00</published><updated>2010-09-02T02:53:59.455-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Nick in the Subcontinent'/><title type='text'>Letter from Manali</title><summary type='text'>Arrived in Manali yesterday after an 11 hour ride from Dharamsala. Dharamsala lies to the west and south of Manali, in the northern part of Himachal Pradesh. Home to the Dalai Lama, the Tibetan government in exile, European and Australian dharmabums and far too many Israelis.


Of course, most of these travelers are just passing through. Half seeker-after-enlightenment, half escapist, most know </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/feeds/4560542867520228676/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/06/letter-from-manali.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/4560542867520228676'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/4560542867520228676'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/06/letter-from-manali.html' title='Letter from Manali'/><author><name>Nick Witkowski</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368506965304925852</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21835463.post-7978962317598985762</id><published>2007-06-12T22:19:00.002-05:00</published><updated>2010-09-02T02:54:44.121-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Nick in the Subcontinent'/><title type='text'>Letters from the Subcontinent</title><summary type='text'>Before leaving for Asia, I made a determination that ran against all my previous instincts as a traveler.  While traveling in Japan and the Middle East, I was decidedly incommunicado, calling home and friends only infrequently and  never writing.  This was primarily because I didn't want to shape my experiences with a set of preconceived categories of who I was or how I lived.  I wanted to be </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/feeds/7978962317598985762/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/06/letters-from-subcontinent.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/7978962317598985762'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/7978962317598985762'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/06/letters-from-subcontinent.html' title='Letters from the Subcontinent'/><author><name>Nick Witkowski</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368506965304925852</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21835463.post-232146441376057971</id><published>2007-05-20T22:45:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2008-06-10T13:12:25.966-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Nina on writing'/><title type='text'>Rain Upon the Gossip Tree</title><summary type='text'>The window frames the gossip tree tonightDark brick belowA clean gray blue aboveIt rained for over an hourThe air cooledI thought of youThe birds sungMy room felt like a rain forest           The window frames two simple colorsDeep greenGray blueAs if they were drawn in with marker                     And I think of what I would say to youI scratch my armThere are many songs I could singLullabyes</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/feeds/232146441376057971/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/05/rain-upon-gossip-tree.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/232146441376057971'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/232146441376057971'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/05/rain-upon-gossip-tree.html' title='Rain Upon the Gossip Tree'/><author><name>Nina Alvarez</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09616295695323204506</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ezd107t4LuI/S8GJUKzdDpI/AAAAAAAAE4k/nOEZlxsLQlA/S220/sofiadraws.JPG'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21835463.post-8142311189921154481</id><published>2007-03-19T19:34:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2008-06-10T13:11:58.634-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Nina on writing'/><title type='text'>Write What You Know</title><summary type='text'>When its windy, I see him. He is always already waiting, like these lines. Until my fingers touched the keys, the words were nowhere. Then suddenly, they were leaping out; impatient, ready. It is this way with things that I think and see. They are never there and always already there. When the conditions for appearance are right. It's been a long time. You know. You could write for the rest of </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/feeds/8142311189921154481/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/03/write-what-you-know.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/8142311189921154481'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/8142311189921154481'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/03/write-what-you-know.html' title='Write What You Know'/><author><name>Nina Alvarez</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09616295695323204506</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ezd107t4LuI/S8GJUKzdDpI/AAAAAAAAE4k/nOEZlxsLQlA/S220/sofiadraws.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_Ezd107t4LuI/Rf8uF1A_08I/AAAAAAAAAZQ/TaiotMYiUYs/s72-c/Butterfly+Rainforest+082005+002.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21835463.post-6952138230485547596</id><published>2007-03-18T12:22:00.003-05:00</published><updated>2010-10-03T10:25:00.838-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Poets'/><title type='text'>Rilke, On the evening of 12 April 1900</title><summary type='text'>


photo courtesy of Victor Alvarez
WHEN you return from deserts, long off alone,
enriched by your silence's weight,-
it may be that you'll know yourself well
and feel: I am a teacher of mankind.

Yet nothing corrupts so much as this:
to approach people as instructor.

You stand at the edge of their looks
and read their hidden hatred.-
And you interpret it to your advantage.
But you're lying: </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/6952138230485547596'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/6952138230485547596'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/03/rilke-on-evening-of-12-april-1900_18.html' title='Rilke, On the evening of 12 April 1900'/><author><name>Nina Alvarez</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09616295695323204506</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ezd107t4LuI/S8GJUKzdDpI/AAAAAAAAE4k/nOEZlxsLQlA/S220/sofiadraws.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_Ezd107t4LuI/Rf15YSqd6HI/AAAAAAAAAPc/giXUgt6QL-M/s72-c/Butterfly+Rainforest+082005+042.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21835463.post-6764486968570136194</id><published>2007-03-17T07:08:00.002-05:00</published><updated>2008-06-10T14:13:52.610-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Poets'/><title type='text'>Please Call Me By My True Names</title><summary type='text'>Do not say  that I'll depart tomorrowbecause even today I still arrive.Look deeply:  I arrive in every secondto be a bud on a spring branch,to be a tiny  bird, with wings still fragile, learning to sing in my new nest,to be a caterpillar  in the heart of flower,to be a jewel hiding itself in a stone.I still  arrive, in order to laugh and to cry, in order to fear and to hope,the rhythm  of my </summary><link rel='related' href='http://purifymind.com/EverydayActions.htm' title='Please Call Me By My True Names'/><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/feeds/6764486968570136194/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/03/please-call-me-by-my-true-names.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/6764486968570136194'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/6764486968570136194'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/03/please-call-me-by-my-true-names.html' title='Please Call Me By My True Names'/><author><name>Nina Alvarez</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09616295695323204506</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ezd107t4LuI/S8GJUKzdDpI/AAAAAAAAE4k/nOEZlxsLQlA/S220/sofiadraws.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21835463.post-4572891006470087701</id><published>2007-03-14T10:47:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2008-06-10T13:09:02.656-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Photo essays'/><title type='text'>B is for Back Lighting</title><summary type='text'>Light coming from behind the subject,toward the camera lens, so that the subject stands out vividly against the background. Sometimes produces a silhouette effect. When we look at each other, what do we see?In a moment, a person, any person, stands before you and they are only what they are. And yet, in an instant you already have a story for them. This story is about culture and how it assigns </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/4572891006470087701'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/4572891006470087701'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/03/b-is-for-back-lighting.html' title='B is for Back Lighting'/><author><name>Nina Alvarez</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09616295695323204506</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ezd107t4LuI/S8GJUKzdDpI/AAAAAAAAE4k/nOEZlxsLQlA/S220/sofiadraws.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_Ezd107t4LuI/RfgaJdx00-I/AAAAAAAAADk/6aga73SBBQk/s72-c/view.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21835463.post-5018104302387983242</id><published>2007-03-12T16:54:00.002-05:00</published><updated>2008-06-10T13:32:15.796-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Poets'/><title type='text'>Rilke's "The Ninth Elegy"</title><summary type='text'> Why, if it's possible to spend this spanof existence as laurel, a little darker than allother greens, with little waves on everyleaf-edge (like the smile of a breeze), why, then,must we be human and, shunning destiny,long for it?... Oh, not because happiness,that over-hasty profit of loss impending, exists.Not from curiosity, or to practise the heart,that would also be in the laurel...but </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/feeds/5018104302387983242/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/03/rilkes-ninth-elegy.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/5018104302387983242'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/5018104302387983242'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/03/rilkes-ninth-elegy.html' title='Rilke&apos;s &quot;The Ninth Elegy&quot;'/><author><name>Nina Alvarez</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09616295695323204506</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ezd107t4LuI/S8GJUKzdDpI/AAAAAAAAE4k/nOEZlxsLQlA/S220/sofiadraws.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21835463.post-7773654222375971023</id><published>2007-02-22T03:11:00.002-05:00</published><updated>2008-06-10T13:34:03.560-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Nina on life philosophy'/><title type='text'>The Scholarship of Self-Consciousness: An Introduction to How I Am</title><summary type='text'>When I gave up poetry, it wasn’t that I stopped writing it, but that I stopped believing in it. It was too loose, emotional, abstract to be good. I had to ask myself “What do I know of the world” and in fact I didn’t know much. I didn’t know, until 28, what wainscoting was. Of course, I knew about the wars, I knew about some religions, I was a reader of literature and critical theory so I knew </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/feeds/7773654222375971023/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/02/scholarship-of-self-consciousness.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/7773654222375971023'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/7773654222375971023'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/02/scholarship-of-self-consciousness.html' title='The Scholarship of Self-Consciousness: An Introduction to How I Am'/><author><name>Nina Alvarez</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09616295695323204506</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ezd107t4LuI/S8GJUKzdDpI/AAAAAAAAE4k/nOEZlxsLQlA/S220/sofiadraws.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_Ezd107t4LuI/Rd1Q6JLURwI/AAAAAAAAACY/IQnF1L7JWy8/s72-c/tree+ground.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21835463.post-8247587667805031907</id><published>2007-02-22T02:59:00.004-05:00</published><updated>2008-06-10T13:29:45.039-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Nina on life philosophy'/><title type='text'>Live Free or Die</title><summary type='text'>There is a debt we pay that is not ours.      But I want to live free.     We give more to the world than we ask. And what we give is the thing is each of us that makes life ours: autonomy.     I am an adult, and yet I find the abusive mother and demanding father in all my bosses and their institutions, in the policeman anyone who would hold power over me because I am lead to believe I want </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/feeds/8247587667805031907/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/02/live-free-or-die.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/8247587667805031907'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/8247587667805031907'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/02/live-free-or-die.html' title='Live Free or Die'/><author><name>Nina Alvarez</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09616295695323204506</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ezd107t4LuI/S8GJUKzdDpI/AAAAAAAAE4k/nOEZlxsLQlA/S220/sofiadraws.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_Ezd107t4LuI/Rd1OSJLURvI/AAAAAAAAACM/2Z5p77ULylo/s72-c/two+eagles.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21835463.post-5432537204774334232</id><published>2007-02-22T02:45:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2008-06-10T13:37:20.491-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Nina on writing'/><title type='text'>Prospectus</title><summary type='text'>I believe I can feel this way for the rest of my life  I believe we are calibrated to follow mission  By witnessing our feelings and thoughts  And the patterns of our glory and struggle  And if it takes, in this life, in these first years of the  Third millennium   In a city in North America,  A broken heart  A dirtied will  Years of bad jobs  To force me to accept my bliss  And my passion  Which</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/feeds/5432537204774334232/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/02/prospectus.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/5432537204774334232'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/5432537204774334232'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/02/prospectus.html' title='Prospectus'/><author><name>Nina Alvarez</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09616295695323204506</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ezd107t4LuI/S8GJUKzdDpI/AAAAAAAAE4k/nOEZlxsLQlA/S220/sofiadraws.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21835463.post-1485646786635562145</id><published>2007-02-13T15:06:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2008-06-10T13:43:43.881-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Nina on life philosophy'/><title type='text'>What Should We Take Responsbility For?</title><summary type='text'>This is a response to the question of taking responsibility for our lives and how it applies to something like being raped.If you can imagine: there have been probably millions of rape victims throughout the whole of history. Can you imagine all the different ways that rape has been responded to in each victim? Some have been devastated and committed suicide, some have retaliated with murder, </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/feeds/1485646786635562145/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/02/what-should-we-take-responsbility-for.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/1485646786635562145'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/1485646786635562145'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/02/what-should-we-take-responsbility-for.html' title='What Should We Take Responsbility For?'/><author><name>Nina Alvarez</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09616295695323204506</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ezd107t4LuI/S8GJUKzdDpI/AAAAAAAAE4k/nOEZlxsLQlA/S220/sofiadraws.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ezd107t4LuI/RdIbqJLURmI/AAAAAAAAAAk/vb1Guzrmikg/s72-c/peasant+goodbye.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21835463.post-3228741044594993283</id><published>2007-02-07T14:31:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2008-06-10T13:47:54.572-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Nina on life philosophy'/><title type='text'>Exteriority vs. Interiority</title><summary type='text'>Exteriority is either forced on us (usually through fear of not dealing with the tangible pressures of daily life) or we choose it (by radically embracing the tangible pressures through inspiration, vision, compassion…making the decision to thrive instead of just survive. The problem with exteriority is that we don't have many real forums to express our frustrations in today's society.At one time</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/feeds/3228741044594993283/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/02/exteriority-vs-interiority.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/3228741044594993283'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/3228741044594993283'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/02/exteriority-vs-interiority.html' title='Exteriority vs. Interiority'/><author><name>Nina Alvarez</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09616295695323204506</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ezd107t4LuI/S8GJUKzdDpI/AAAAAAAAE4k/nOEZlxsLQlA/S220/sofiadraws.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ezd107t4LuI/Rco1GQk7gjI/AAAAAAAAAAY/D3xyruh9Ttk/s72-c/Becoming+Peasant.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21835463.post-4858761853794707469</id><published>2007-01-18T14:30:00.002-05:00</published><updated>2008-06-10T13:32:48.408-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Poets'/><title type='text'>Rilke at the Castle</title><summary type='text'>  It was another winter. Rilke set his pen to the air and nothing. Duino Castle and its grand white and silver grounds, the promise of the nightingale. Nothing.    One day, as the princess tells it, a business letter arrived. Full of the numbers that other world and difficult to answer. He climbed down to the path by the cliff, thinking.        Then, a voice: “Who, if I cried out, would hear me </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/feeds/4858761853794707469/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/01/rilke-at-castle.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/4858761853794707469'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/4858761853794707469'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/01/rilke-at-castle.html' title='Rilke at the Castle'/><author><name>Nina Alvarez</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09616295695323204506</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ezd107t4LuI/S8GJUKzdDpI/AAAAAAAAE4k/nOEZlxsLQlA/S220/sofiadraws.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21835463.post-116837622055691930</id><published>2007-01-09T15:47:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2008-06-10T13:45:19.800-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Nina on life philosophy'/><title type='text'>Five-Minute Miracles</title><summary type='text'>It is hard to think which miracles are made in this world. They happen without us knowing; they cannot be differentiated from the rest of phenomenon. Yet we feel them, don’t we, they hit our hearts with an ache of awe. We know what they are, though we don’t see them.   I am mostly dumb. Made of dumb hands and tongue, weak eyes and ears and nose. I grope against a blunted world and know not what I</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/feeds/116837622055691930/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/01/five-minute-miracles.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/116837622055691930'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/116837622055691930'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2007/01/five-minute-miracles.html' title='Five-Minute Miracles'/><author><name>Nina Alvarez</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09616295695323204506</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ezd107t4LuI/S8GJUKzdDpI/AAAAAAAAE4k/nOEZlxsLQlA/S220/sofiadraws.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21835463.post-116657624078780260</id><published>2006-12-19T19:30:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2008-06-10T13:30:25.639-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Nina on life philosophy'/><title type='text'>One Last Revolution</title><summary type='text'>&lt;!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--&gt; &lt;!--[endif]--&gt;   &lt;!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--&gt; &lt;!--[endif]--&gt;   &lt;!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--&gt; &lt;!--[endif]--&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--&gt; &lt;!--[endif]--&gt;               We must wait, always. This life is a waiting. A constant and long hesitation, among all the daily hesitations. Life promises, but we don’t know what...but is DOES promise, and we all know that. Life</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/feeds/116657624078780260/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2006/12/one-last-revolution.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/116657624078780260'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/116657624078780260'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2006/12/one-last-revolution.html' title='One Last Revolution'/><author><name>Nina Alvarez</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09616295695323204506</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ezd107t4LuI/S8GJUKzdDpI/AAAAAAAAE4k/nOEZlxsLQlA/S220/sofiadraws.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21835463.post-116285061802587479</id><published>2006-11-06T16:45:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2008-06-10T13:45:55.721-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Nina on life philosophy'/><title type='text'>Open to Everything, Attached to Nothing</title><summary type='text'>The mind, which calcifies with age, can only reverse this process by unlearning and staying open. Becoming an expert at life means cutting off most of life. The expert can only see certain things, say certain things, believe certain things. We think we have learned our lessons and keep refining these axioms until we only have one street to walk down, one vista, one friend. There is a sutble but </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/feeds/116285061802587479/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2006/11/open-to-everything-attached-to-nothing.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/116285061802587479'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/116285061802587479'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2006/11/open-to-everything-attached-to-nothing.html' title='Open to Everything, Attached to Nothing'/><author><name>Nina Alvarez</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09616295695323204506</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ezd107t4LuI/S8GJUKzdDpI/AAAAAAAAE4k/nOEZlxsLQlA/S220/sofiadraws.JPG'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21835463.post-115834769410732614</id><published>2006-09-15T13:54:00.002-05:00</published><updated>2010-10-03T10:39:38.853-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Poets'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>
              Elizabeth Bishop


IN THE WAITING ROOM


In Worcester, Massachusetts,I went with Aunt Consuelo
to keep her dentist's appointment

and sat and waited for herin the dentist's waiting room.
It was winter. It got dark
early. The waiting room
was full of grown-up people,
arctics and overcoats,
lamps and magazines.
My aunt was inside
what seemed like a long time
and while I waited and </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/feeds/115834769410732614/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2006/09/elizabeth-bishop-in-waiting-room-in.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/115834769410732614'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/115834769410732614'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2006/09/elizabeth-bishop-in-waiting-room-in.html' title=''/><author><name>Nina Alvarez</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09616295695323204506</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ezd107t4LuI/S8GJUKzdDpI/AAAAAAAAE4k/nOEZlxsLQlA/S220/sofiadraws.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21835463.post-114772002634226523</id><published>2006-05-15T13:58:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2010-10-03T10:23:05.560-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Esho Funi: The Oneness of Self and Environment</title><summary type='text'>


(image by Chris Resko)

For some reason, although it was pure hell, I harken back to my 20th year a lot and how, no matter how dismal the scenery, I was constantly tracking the terrain of my psyche, reiterating or rejecting last week's decisions and platitudes, always uneasy, always in pain, and always, at least, fighting tooth and nail to know who I really am.

Maybe I've uncovered some of </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/feeds/114772002634226523/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2006/05/esho-funi-oneness-of-self-and.html#comment-form' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/114772002634226523'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/114772002634226523'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2006/05/esho-funi-oneness-of-self-and.html' title='Esho Funi: The Oneness of Self and Environment'/><author><name>Nina Alvarez</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09616295695323204506</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ezd107t4LuI/S8GJUKzdDpI/AAAAAAAAE4k/nOEZlxsLQlA/S220/sofiadraws.JPG'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21835463.post-114417816508843069</id><published>2006-04-04T14:02:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2008-06-10T13:44:50.068-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Nina on life philosophy'/><title type='text'>Strange Principle: My Life</title><summary type='text'>I come from a family of very humble people- the kind of humbleness that is part true humbleness and part fear. I was raised to never brag, to work hard but doubt myself, to be passive in the name of 'going with the flow'.These values were never overtly spoken, but modeled every day in both my parents. The rationalization was that stating what you wanted and go for it was egocentric, aggressive, </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/feeds/114417816508843069/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2006/04/strange-principle-my-life.html#comment-form' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/114417816508843069'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/114417816508843069'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2006/04/strange-principle-my-life.html' title='Strange Principle: My Life'/><author><name>Nina Alvarez</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09616295695323204506</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ezd107t4LuI/S8GJUKzdDpI/AAAAAAAAE4k/nOEZlxsLQlA/S220/sofiadraws.JPG'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21835463.post-114348488266951966</id><published>2006-03-27T13:26:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2008-06-10T13:36:09.662-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Nina on life philosophy'/><title type='text'>Becoming More Yourself: The Strange Principle</title><summary type='text'>When we listen to ourselves, when we listen to our own lives, when we fundamentally respect our own lives, we see that we naturally expand with wisdom and right action into our environments.When we follow the trends, traditions, mores, and rules of others and do what we think others want us to do just for the sake of conformity, we fundamentally disrespect our own lives. Even a thought or action </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/feeds/114348488266951966/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2006/03/strange-principle.html#comment-form' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/114348488266951966'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/114348488266951966'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2006/03/strange-principle.html' title='Becoming More Yourself: The Strange Principle'/><author><name>Nina Alvarez</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09616295695323204506</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ezd107t4LuI/S8GJUKzdDpI/AAAAAAAAE4k/nOEZlxsLQlA/S220/sofiadraws.JPG'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21835463.post-113995508130867714</id><published>2006-02-14T17:09:00.003-05:00</published><updated>2010-09-02T02:50:03.404-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='About Phantom City'/><title type='text'>Parable of the Phantom City</title><summary type='text'>
Excerpt from the 7th chapter of the Lotus Sutra, Phantom City. 

Let us suppose there is a stretch of bad road five hundred yojanas long, steep and difficult, wild and deserted, with no inhabitants around, a truly fearful place. And suppose there are a number of people who want to pass over this road so they can reach a place where there are rare treasures. They have a leader, of comprehensive </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/feeds/113995508130867714/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2006/02/parable-of-phantom-city.html#comment-form' title='8 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/113995508130867714'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/113995508130867714'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2006/02/parable-of-phantom-city.html' title='Parable of the Phantom City'/><author><name>Nina Alvarez</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09616295695323204506</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ezd107t4LuI/S8GJUKzdDpI/AAAAAAAAE4k/nOEZlxsLQlA/S220/sofiadraws.JPG'/></author><thr:total>8</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21835463.post-113934094450075803</id><published>2006-02-07T13:55:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2006-02-07T14:35:47.993-05:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>February 25 marks the fifth-year anniversary of the day I received my Gohonzon, a scrolled mandala inscribed by a 12th century monk named Nichiren Daishonin, which serves as the focal point of my Buddhist practice. The Gohonzon reflects the true law of life- acts as a mirror to true self. We chant Nam Myoho Renge Kyo, enacting the mystic law within our lives and the universe. We practice to </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/feeds/113934094450075803/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2006/02/february-25-marks-fifth-year.html#comment-form' title='5 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/113934094450075803'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/113934094450075803'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2006/02/february-25-marks-fifth-year.html' title=''/><author><name>Nina Alvarez</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09616295695323204506</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ezd107t4LuI/S8GJUKzdDpI/AAAAAAAAE4k/nOEZlxsLQlA/S220/sofiadraws.JPG'/></author><thr:total>5</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21835463.post-113883534128699654</id><published>2006-02-01T18:04:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2008-06-10T13:49:42.095-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='About Phantom City'/><title type='text'>WAKING UP THE PHANTOM</title><summary type='text'>In the spirit of starting ahead of schedule, I introduce Phantom City into the blogosphere, at least two years before it will become an imprint of my publishing company Inconundrum Press. Maybe here we will decide what stories will be told, what ideas surfaced and discussed, and maybe here we will start to find ourselves with a location to discuss Buddhism as literature, as academic work, as life</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/feeds/113883534128699654/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2006/02/waking-up-phantom.html#comment-form' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/113883534128699654'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21835463/posts/default/113883534128699654'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://phantomcity.blogspot.com/2006/02/waking-up-phantom.html' title='WAKING UP THE PHANTOM'/><author><name>Nina Alvarez</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09616295695323204506</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ezd107t4LuI/S8GJUKzdDpI/AAAAAAAAE4k/nOEZlxsLQlA/S220/sofiadraws.JPG'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry></feed>
